I know my greatest fear,
When I sleep my nightmares tell me:
How I walk in darkness, with tears upon my face,
You are not there,
It is just me.
The dark that surrounds me in these dreams is nothing
Compared to the swallowing black that exists
In my emotional turmoil.
I am lost
It is in my waking moment
Where the fear is the greatest,
I have no separation of the real
And the dream.
Where are you?
Are you with me,
Or am I still alone?
My reality is lost in that long time,
My soul has mislaid its form,
But when I realise the dream is just a dream,
I smile, I cry,
You are always there with me.